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assalamualaikum..lma x update blog..buzy gila.huhuhu..al-maklum la bdk spm..emm..ak nk cita skit dlm blog..xtaw nk luah kt spa..ak rsa ad gak mcm nk nangis..tp tahan..nangis dlm ati ja la..huhuhu..ak xtaw la pasepa diri ak nih..ad gak ak rsa sdih..xtaw pasepa..xdpt dikesan dri radar hati..huhuhu..ni msti psai smalam..xtaw la pasepa..susah nk cita..arghhhhh..xtaw..huhuhu..help me..ak nk nangis...huhuhuhu..pasepa ngn unk ni nadia..relax arrr..dok pikiaq pa..forget it..past is past..huhuhu..what should i do?should i call him??i love him so much..i dont know why i falling in love with him..i not expect about it..falling love with person who under age than me..sorry broken english..do i care..do i care about people say..I LOVE YOU MTH..I MISS U SO MUCH..i dont know why..ari nih dya xkol pn ak..he mybe buzy..think positive..xtawla..ak takowt psai smalam ja..aduhhh..xtaw la rsa lain..it difficult to explain..dont force me..mlm 2 ad la dya send msj..dya kta 'syg kta mntak maaf sngt klu ari nih kta byk wat dya terasa..kta xbrmksd pn suma 2..k bye..as salam..ily'..pas2 ak send msj xblaz..huhuhu..3 time i reply but no respond from him..emmm..2 yg kt sklah ak dok fkiaq psai nih..smpai ati ak xtenang..huhuhu..blik ak rsa nk msj or kol dya..tp ak nk dya mula dlu..huhuhu..